Time

ah, the one thing we NEVER have enough of.

i am permanently moaning that i am under too much pressure and that i don't have time to do everything that has to be done, all the projects i don't have time for, the tests i have to study for. and there is never enough time!

but to be absolutely honest, what would i do if i had that time. i would be bored out of my skull. blowing spitbubbles and wondering what my next blogupdate would be about. and to be honest (again), i think i perform better under that "crunch" pressure. and i'm sure most teenagers understand the point that i'm making. that adrenaline rush you have when you realise you still have a project you have to hand in the next day, or the speech you have to give tomorrow.

and i know that that is what i am. human, imperfect, busy and ultimately i am alive...

ooh and this is the part that you ignore cause it's boring. it's the part where i get all preachy (again...). At least when i'm so fucking busy, i don't do drugs, or sleep around or beat people up. i find a creative and energy taxing outlet so i'm not destructive :)

so now that that's dusted
on to the next project!!!
ME XD